You know what,
I actually felt something go off,
Whenever I read that name.
Something beeped,
Something exploded,
Like confetti or a bomb I don’t know.
It just did.
There was something.
But.
They said,
Don’t go there.
It’s trouble.
You’ll regret it.
“Wait till it fades,
And then you’ll be okay.”
I am okay,
But not fine at all.
It passed,
I’m here,
Content, carefree,
In a duh-who-cares mood,
With a nothing-matters-to-me-anymore attitude.
But.
You know what?
It hurts,
It matters,
I care,
Even if I am over it.
Because it happened.
You won’t get it.
I don’t get it either.
‘Cause I have no idea,
What “it” was, or
What “it” feels like.
– Mahaah.
June 13, 2016 at 9:24 pm
Omgggg, so so relatable. So true, you’re right. It does matter. You can’t just become indifferent. The only time you’ll be able to look back and truly “not care” is when your loss ha been replaced with something much better, inshAllah. ❤️
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June 13, 2016 at 9:26 pm
I hope so. I really hope. 🙂
Thank you for this. ❤
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June 13, 2016 at 11:08 pm
Don’t just hope, Mahaah. Know, with certainty. ❤
"From the perfection of Allah's Ihsan is that He allows His slave to taste the bitterness of the break before the sweetness of the mend. So He does not break His believing slave, except to mend him. And He does not withhold from him, except to give him. And He does not test him (with hardship), except to cure him."
-Ibn al Qayyim
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June 14, 2016 at 11:27 am
🙂
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