Beginning of a new Ending.

randomlyabstract reminded me of something from her last post so here it is.
(Sometimes its so hard. I tell myself to not post anything temporarily and then I’m here all like.. sorry girl’s got issues, sorry.)

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Between Band-aids and Bandages.

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– I cut my hand from something I know not, a few days back. Surprisingly, I didn't notice the pain or anything at that time. It was in the car when I was bored that I looked at my palm and asked my mother if it was a cut or a mosquito bite. And that made me think about life. About how the meaning of pain changes throughout our life. About the negligiblity of pain. About the little concern that we show towards wounds and about the mind that we don't put to it – pain. About our priorities. Somewhere between band-aids and bandages, we grow out of pain or maybe pain grows out of us. #RantsAndRamblings

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Little Things.

Throwback to the last exam and last day of third year. I’ve got my masters left now. Let that sink in.

 

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– Tell myself its time now, gotta let go. //Taylor Swift // Red // . . •P.s. @moniba.meh thanks for everything bro, specially for making me notice little things that I've kinda started to overlook, and partly for shadow-bombing this peculiar shot. 😒 • . . #RantsAndRamblings #LastExamVibes #FrenziedFreedom

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Good girls..

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– Good girls, hopeful they'll be and long they will wait. //Taylor Swift // Sad Beautiful Tragic //

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See the Sea.

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– The one question that constantly rings in my head when I see the sea, is that, what's beyond the farthest point that I can see. The curiosity never ends. Maybe there isn't an end to it. Maybe the farthest point doesn't exist. Looking at the sea is like analysing your mind, isn't it? You just go on and on, until it envelops and devours your entire being. #RantsAndRamblings

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Note to Her.

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– Someday, when my giant ego and your not-now-s would subside, I'd pick you up and drive you here, at this very point. It would be a long drive, and my legs might hurt with all the effort, but I know that with you, pain won't matter. Your philosophical stuff would distract me from things that I overthink and ruin moments that are worth living. With you it would be different, I know it. And you see those rocks? I promise I'd sit there without resistance while negating my neat-freak self. That day, we'd probably be functioning adults but trust me, we'd laugh our way out of those miseries. That day would be good. That day will come. That day would be a someday. And I'm afraid that, 'somedays' don't exist. #RantsAndRamblings

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About Standing Out.

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– I'm lost trying to get found in an ocean of people. //Grace Vanderwaal // I Don't Know My Name //

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Dusk(s).

I took a lot of sunset photos recently. Who’d do the effort of posting them separately? Not me. Hah. Have a look.

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– Shaameyn abb dhalti naheen, aanchal jo tera simat jaye. //Atif Aslam // Yaqeen //

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– Jag saara mujh ko bas apna apna laagay. //Zeb Bangash // Ajaa Re Moray Saiyyaan // #CokeStudio9

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– At times when life gets shitty, look out at the horizons and you'll see how insignificantly negligible your existence is; just like your problems. #RantsAndRamblings #PessimisticallyOptimisticRealism

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– Try to change my shape, but baby I'm not clay. //Grace Vanderwaal // Clay // . . •Dusk over Arena, Karachi.•

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– Because when I think of you I don't feel so alone. // Owl City // Vanilla Twilight // . . •Ft. today's sunset. And wallahi this is such a paintingish photo. 😍 •

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– Chairperson of the department LOVED my entry for poster competition 2016. 😭 . . . . . •Ft. Today's sunset• #RawPhoto #RantsAndRamblings

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Guess what? At one point, my Instagram feed literally looked like a set of default wallpapers.

This is it for now, I suppose. Gosh I’ve forgotten the art of writing stuff properly :3 Stay tuned for more.

– Mahaah.

Vibrant.

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– When colours meet style.

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